Tuesday, December 6, 2005

work affairs

how upsetting. one week has passed since graduation. the earth is revolving too fast. something has to be done abt the solar system.

this twisted sense of longing and sadness is creeping up. visited sch site (my fingers and the computer mouse had a conspiracy and led me there.), saw noticeboard abt prep for 2006. meetings, holiday assignments, orientation stuff. haha i cant believe their significance to me. but i've learnt lahh. no point slipping into the past. save myself the pain man. shant drown in history for fear of inducing misery. no tears. so there. haha it's not good to feel too much you see. not good at all.

each day has been qte fruitful. meeting new faces, experiencing new situations. have i mentioned how much i love the pastry kitchen? watching the creation of logcakes, fruit tarts and even the process of cracking an egg then separating the yolk and the egg white is simply delightful. haha and working with chocolates is heavenly. jas and i (chef calls us the twins and this uncle calls us partners) witness interesting moments too. like a man taking a self-portrait with the grand staircase as background. haha and we get to sneak food every now and then (security camera - whoops). very pleasant indeed. our daily parting routine: discuss about what to discuss the next day. relationships for one. darn mind-boggling. hmmm.

/ office politics.